Hello everyone~

 Long time no see everybodyyyyy~~~

I'm back after a long time, for this post i want to tell you many things. first i resigned from my job, and now i do small business at home. Second, i'm currently joining a community, the name is forestisme. Third, i moved to Bandung.

the reason why i resigned was that there were quite a lot of work, beyond the proper job desk, but my salary didn't go up. Now because i have a lot of free time, i take part in community activities. volunteer community related to forest and nature, through campaigns and activities.

So Bandung is my mother's birthplace, i decided to move here. but as a consequence i have to start from zero again. make new friends, find new activities, and new jobs.

Maybe now i can continue translating novels again, but i'm confused about continuing the previous novels or looking for a new novel.

and most importantly, it looks like i'm having a quarter life crisis. I thought it seemed like i had everything, and i didn't know what else to do. thinking about the future, what to do in the future, and much more. and it turns out that life is this hard, yes, even though my parents don't say anything, they don't demand anything, but still.

I should be grateful, i do. maybe i should do what i like? but i'm also a bit confused, what exactly do i like? 

feeling lonely, empty and lost.